"I wished you still loved me the way you did 7 months ago. I wished you would hold me like you always did when I’d cry and be upset at all the things I didn’t understand and liked. I wished our future goals didn’t disappear. I wished I held your hand instead of holding onto the sadness I kept enduring. I wished I made you as happy as you did for me. I wished things went to plan. I wished I’d be able to wake up to your face for the rest of my life.
But wishes don’t come true, and you’re not the same person I knew."